Frustrated

So, I have decided that I absolutely love writing, yet hate the edit and publishing process. It has been so frustrating trying to get all the configurations correct when it gets onto the different formats. I am frustrated and tired. I just want to work on the next book and be done with all this extra crap.
I also don't know what book I want to work on next. It would stand to reason that I should work on Changed as that is the second in the Origins series, however I cannot stop thinking about The Head Hunter. It has been haunting me day and night wanting to be told. I don't know if I am ready for it though. It is a rather disturbing and graphic tale, and with still being employed outside of writing I don't know if I have the stamina or strength right now to see this gore through. I was hoping to wait until Changed was closer to being finished or completed all-together. I guess it all depends on sales and who wants to be heard the most.
I never really believed the author's when I read that they have little control on where the character's take them, but every word is true. It has been strange and fun to experience and write about the lives of my characters. Some just sit back and quietly wait for me to ask about their lives, while others scream incesssently at me to tell their stories. When that happens I can't seem to type fast enough.
I have to get back to getting Choice placed on Amazon. Have a wonderful day!